| Things were quiet for once - quiet bordering on completely boring, as Goku
kept telling everyone - when they rolled in to a lively village by a huge
lake. It was dusk when they pulled up outside the inn, and already there
seemed to be a party going on.
There was a car outside, which was rare. Hakyruu was usually the only motorised
vehicle in the neighbourhood, but here was something sleek and white and
shiny, with Porsche written on its rump.
Gojyo wanted it badly.
There was a reception area in a large foyer, more of a hotel than the village
inns they were used to. This immediately conjured hopes of baths and big
soft beds, maybe even a room each.
Sanzo hesitated at the desk. It wasn't their usual style, and there were
a lot of people about. Human civilians, bound to be endangered if Kougagi's
youkai assassins decided it was time for another attack.
"Sanzo?" Goku had his hungry, whiney voice on. "Are we going
to get some food? I'm hungry."
"Soon enough," Sanzo snapped. "Stop mithering."
"But Sanzo, I'm hungry!"
The girl behind the reception desk giggled nervously. "Perhaps you'd
like to book a table in the restaurant, Sir? Or are you here for the function?"
"Function?" Sanzo asked suspiciously.
"Yes, Sir, there's a special gentlemen's gathering in our ballroom.
They meet the third Thursday of every month, very popular. I thought perhaps
you were members."
"No," said Sanzo firmly. "We just need rooms. Is there a
bar?"
"On your right as you approach the stairs, open until midnight. I'm
afraid the rooms, however..." She looked doubtful, and not a little
nervous under Sanzo's steely glare.
"We'll take whatever you've got." Sanzo flashed the gold card
at her.
The girl fumbled through a few pages of the bookings ledger. "Um...
I'm afraid we only have two rooms left."
"We'll take them, thank you," said Hakkai.
"But... they're double rooms."
"That's fine." Hakkai smiled.
She blushed a little. "With double beds, sir. One. Per room. Only you
said you weren't here for the gentlemen's function and so I assumed, unless-"
"It's alright. We've been travelling together a long time," Hakkai
said.
"If you're sure-"
"We'll manage," said Gojyo smoothly, leaning across the polished
wooden counter. His fingers teased the little counter-bell that sat there. "Of
course, if you told me where your room is I could always..."
"I- oh!" The girl jumped back as Sanzo's fan cracked around the
back of Gojyo's neck. "Oh my."
"What the fuck..." Gojyo shot a glare at Sanzo and rubbed his
neck. "Not all of us are frigid virgins, you bastard monk! You know,
if you let yourself have a little fun from time to time you might find your
personality improves, and fuck knows it could take some-"
"Now, Gojyo..." Hakkai put a gentle but surprisingly firm hand
on Gojyo's shoulder.
"If I don't get food soon I'm gonna die!" Goku yelled,
big eyes suddenly and alarmingly full of tears. "I'm hungry, Sanzo..."
Goku stood there, lower lip trembling, fumbling to grasp Sanzo's robe like
it was some kind of security blanket.
"Um," said the girl, drawing their attention back from the distressed
Goku. "Perhaps you could sign in and I'll arrange for some food to be
sent up to your rooms?"
Goku's face brightened like dawn on a new day, Sanzo handed over the card,
Hakkai signed the register and Gojyo gave the girl a special wink. All as
if nothing untoward had happened at all.
*******
"I want to share with Hakkai," Goku pronounced as they climbed
the wide, luxurious staircase. "Gojyo snores."
"Do I fuck as like." Gojyo gave Goku a smart cuff around the ear.
"Think again," said Sanzo. "I'm not planning on sharing with
this pervert." His fan cracked along Gojyo's shoulder, nothing more
than a brush really but still making enough noise that it sounded painful.
"No skin off my nose. There's a lo-ong list of people who would be
only too happy to share a room with Sha Gojyo. One frigid monk won't be missed
from the queue."
In an instant Sanzo had slammed Gojyo against the wall, banister pressing
painfully into his kidneys.
"
For the last time, kappa. Shut. The Fuck. Up."
Gojyo smirked at him. "See, this is the kind of thing I'm talking about.
A good fuck would really sort that temper out."
Sanzo growled, eyes glittering darkly through long strands of fair hair.
"But then, you wouldn't know any better? Would you, now, cherry-chan?"
For a moment Gojyo thought he'd pushed Sanzo too far, and that whatever
came next would hurt. A lot. But Sanzo simply span away in a wave of irritated
disgust, leaving Gojyo alive to taunt another day.
Which was in its own way damn unnerving.
"I've got an idea," said Hakkai brightly. "Why don't we wait
until after dinner to decide on rooms? That should give us all time to calm
down and..."
"I've got a better idea," Sanzo snarled. "I'll take one room
and you three take the other."
"Sanzo," Goku whined. "That's not fair."
"Since when did fair come into anything?"
"There's no need to decide yet," Hakkai repeated as they approached
two doors, side by side in the top floor corridor. "We could have a
game of cards while we wait, perhaps..."
"Sounds good," said Gojyo. "What d'you say, Sanzo?"
"I don't give a shit. Do what you like."
But he followed Hakkai into the nearest room just the same.
None of them noticed the man leaning against the wall a little further down
the corridor. Tall, with copper-red hair flowing over his shoulders, sunglasses
perched high on his head over a green silk bandana.
A smile quirked Schuldig's lips.
Interesting.
*******
Dinner proved to be plentiful and tasty, which soothed Goku's mood considerably,
to the point where he fell back on the bed and went straight to sleep. He
was snoring loudly within moments of licking his plate clean.
They probably could all have done with a good night's sleep. But the lure
of the bar proved stronger for the other three, so they left the sleeping
Goku and made their way downstairs.
"Oh look," said Gojyo, as Hakkai ordered drinks and Sanzo perched
himself at the bar. "A pool table."
"I'll give you a game," said Hakkai.
"Let me beat Sanzo first."
"Arrogant prick," said Sanzo.
"Frigid monk."
"Oh dear. You too are energetic tonight." Hakkai's fingers were
clenched rather tightly around the glass he handed to Gojyo, knuckles flaring
white.
"What d'you say then? Gonna prove me wrong, Sanzo-chan?"
Sanzo glared at Gojyo and stubbed out his cigarette. "Watch the drinks,
Hakkai. I'll be back in a minute."
There were two tables in the bar, both empty. Sanzo set up the balls and
won the toss of a coin to take the first shot.
There hardly seemed to be anyone around at all: a couple of guys in intense
discussion in a dark corner of the bar, one man nursing his drink at the
opposite end of the bar to Hakkai and another with unusual, orange-red hair
who caught Gojyo's eye and tossed him a smile.
There was something different about him, more than the hair. Gojyo couldn't
put his finger on it, but the man wasn't youkai. He was almost sorry about
that: a fight was good to iron out the kinks and Sanzo's pissier-than-usual
attitude had wound Gojyo up considerably. But he found himself imagining
a different kind of work-out with Mr carrot-top, and it was a surprisingly
appealing thought.
He grinned back.
Sanzo tutted.
"What?! What's with the tutting? You're not my fucking conscience."
Sanzo stared at him.
"I dropped the white," he said slowly, as if to an imbecile. "You
get a free shot."
"You...? Oh. Right." Of course Sanzo couldn't read minds. Not
really. It just seemed as though he could sometimes.
Just as well, really.
Gojyo surveyed the table and selected his first shot. An easy pitch, setting
up for one of his favourite rebound moves. The second shot addressed a different
agenda entirely.
Slowly, sensuously, Gojyo stretched across the table to target the red in
the top left corner. His shirt rode up a little, revealing a hint of lean,
toned muscle and smooth, tanned skin. His fingers caressed the cue, slipping
lovingly down the length of polished wood as he lined up his shot. Blood
red hair spilled over green baize.
He could feel more than one pair of eyes burning into him as he shunted
the white into the red and neatly into Sanzo's yellow, only to transfer its
momentum smoothly into the red Sanzo had snookered. It rolled briskly into
the pocket with a satisfying thunk.
"Score," said Gojyo, with another grin for the redhead.
"Excellent shot," said Hakkai. "You seem to have left Sanzo
in a tricky position."
"Nothing I can't handle." Sanzo shrugged, already intent on studying
the table, planning his next move.
Gojyo potted three more balls before he even got a look in, though. And
Lady Luck continued to shine on him: just like the rhythm of cards on a good
night, the balls rolled just where he needed them.
Sanzo didn't stand a chance.
And yet, somehow, he stepped up to the table when Gojyo finally relinquished
it and not only fired the white around the red Gojyo had so carefully left
in his way, but snicked his own ball and popped it clean in the opposite
pocket. It was either an incredible shot or a complete fluke.
For the sake of his own sanity, Gojyo decided to believe it was the latter.
Sanzo still faced a difficult challenge. But he was stubborn, and made a
point of never letting adversity get in the way. His shots were slower than
Gojyo's, less flashy, although no less risky. By the time he finally made
a mistake, ramming a ball so hard that it bounced from pocket back to table,
he and Gojyo were even again.
Which just got Gojyo all the more interested. There was a spark in Sanzo's
eyes that he definitely liked the look of. It was the sort of look that went
straight to the groin and gave Gojyo ideas that were doomed to failure but
irresistible nonetheless.
"Hurry up, Kappa." Sanzo's long fingers smoothed chalk over the
tip of his cue. "We haven't got all night."
"You can't rush genius." Gojyo prowled around the table, planning
his next move. And of course, winding Sanzo up royally in the process.
He thought he heard the redhead across the room chuckle.
Sanzo had made a good recovery, but only just. He'd left the way open for
Gojyo to pick off the last couple of reds with relative ease, and finally
to take a shot at the black.
Gojyo risked the flashy move, a bounce off the cushion to scoot down the
pocket right under Sanzo's nose. And for once, it paid off.
Sanzo's eyes narrowed, no doubt imaging the pleasure of cracking his cue
over Gojyo's skull. Not that he'd ever give Gojyo the satisfaction of knowing
it bothered him.
"Well-played."
The stranger's voice was a low, velvety purr. Gojyo treated him to his best
smile. "I have a certain reputation," he said.
Hakkai spluttered into his drink. Sanzo snorted.
"For pool," Gojyo added, barely breaking his stride. "Wanna
try your luck?"
The stranger smiled back. "Not my game really. Besides, it looks as
if your friend here is after a re-match."
"He's all yours," said Sanzo, lighting a cigarette. "Don't
let me get in the way."
The redhead leaned against the pool table, eyes flicking from Gojyo to Sanzo
and back again. "A game like this has a lot to do with luck."
"I dispute that," said Gojyo.
"So?" said Sanzo.
"The two of you are fiercely competitive. Yet you don't use your real
strengths against each other."
"I'd kill him," said Sanzo, the gleam in his eyes suggesting he
relished the idea.
"And I'd fuck your tender little virgin brains out," Gojyo said,
enjoying the moment of shock on Sanzo's face before he got the sneering mask
back up.
"So honest. Refreshing. So, which is it to be?" the stranger asked.
"What?" Gojyo frowned. There was something odd here, but he couldn't
quite put his finger on it.
"I could arrange a contest for you on either basis. Just tell me which
you'd prefer."
"Who the fuck are you?" said Sanzo.
"Of course. We haven't been introduced." The stranger bowed deeply,
a smirk on his face.
"My name's Schuldig," he said. "At your service."
*******
"I refuse."
Sanzo folded his arms for emphasis.
"Please yourself," said Gojyo. "Cherry-chan."
Sanzo glared.
"But I'm going anyway." Gojyo turned towards the door. "Sounds
like fun. Hakkai? You coming?"
"Well, it could be interesting," said Hakkai, with an apologetic
glance at Sanzo. "I don't think I'll participate myself, but..."
"Do what the fuck you like."
"Sleep well," said Hakkai.
"Kind of you to forfeit the contest," Gojyo added sweetly.
"What did you say?"
"Well, it stands to reason, Sanzo-sama. A challenge was issued, in
front of witnesses, which you declined. So, you lose."
"I do nothing of the sort."
"Ah. So you're going to take part in the contest, then?"
Two expectant pairs of eyes watched Sanzo as he flailed for a solution.
Finally, with an exasperated sigh, he gave up. "Only if you stick to
the rules."
Gojyo suppressed a snicker, and led them through the huge double doors into
the function room.
There was a spacious room beyond, wood-panelled wall-to-ceiling, most of
the space dimly lit and furnished with round tables and chairs, cabaret-style.
A bar took up one wall opposite a large, semi-circular stage, dressed with
swathes of white muslin and floor-to-ceiling poles, glinting silver and blue
under the lights.
Gojyo's pulse raced. He spotted Schuldig sitting at an otherwise empty table
near the stage.
"Why don't you go and tell Schuldig-san you've agreed to the contest,
while Gojyo and I get some drinks?" Hakkai suggested. "Come along,
Gojyo."
Hakkai's suggestions were powerful and he was halfway to the bar before
it occurred to Gojyo he was in trouble, or to Sanzo that he'd just been given
an order. By which time it was too late for either of them to protest.
Out of nowhere came Hakkai's no-nonsense look. "What are you up to,
Gojyo?"
There was no point fudging things when Hakkai looked like that. He knew.
"I want Sanzo," Gojyo said. "Don't you?"
Hakkai looked gratifyingly astonished. He didn't know as much as he'd thought,
obviously.
"Don't you?" Gojyo said smugly.
Hakkai swallowed hard. He put the empty glasses down carefully on the counter,
as if frightened he might drop them. "Don't be ridiculous, Gojyo."
For a minute Gojyo thought he'd been way off beam after all. Then he caught
the gleam in Hakkai's' eyes, a familiar, wicked, fiery gleam.
"What would Sanzo want with me?" Hakkai said.
"Are you kidding? Have you seen the way he leers at you when he think
no-one's looking? He's gagging for it, man. Totally gagging for it."
Hakkai laughed. "I'm not sure Sanzo even thinks along those lines,
never mind about me."
"Oh, he thinks." Gojyo lounged against the bar, thoroughly enjoying
himself. "Haven't you noticed how he tries particularly hard to kill
us when he's heard us fucking?"
"I have no idea what you're talking about, Gojyo," said Hakkai
sternly. But there was a trace of a smile about his lips.
"I bet he really is a virgin, too."
"Can I just run through this to make sure I have the right idea?" Hakkai
asked agreeably.
"Sure."
"You're using this contest as an excuse to try to initiate sexual contact
between yourself and Sanzo."
"I wouldn't put it quite so coldly, but yeah, I guess." Gojyo
smirked. "I want to get in his robes."
Hakkai was looking at him in a way that made Gojyo feel vaguely guilty and
uncomfortable, as if he'd put on the same pair of boxers two days running
or something. To say it was a knowing look didn't come close. It
was a knowing better than you do yourself look. And like many of Hakkai's
looks, it was
scary.
"Or have fun trying," Gojyo muttered. "Only, y'know, an idea."
Hakkai sighed. "I understand why you find Sanzo attractive. But please
be careful, Gojyo. We still have a long way to go on our journey, and we
don't have time for any unnecessary disagreements or arguments."
"We spend all our time fucking arguing! If Sanzo were to get laid once
in a while, then maybe…"
Hakkai gave him another of his looks. It was no less scary.
"Okay," mumbled Gojyo. "I'll be careful."
"And not just of Sanzo," Hakkai said cryptically. But before Gojyo
had a chance to work out what the fuck he meant, Schuldig and Sanzo joined
them at the bar. Schuldig gestured to the bartender, who began to pour drinks.
"Sanzo tells me he's changed his mind," said Schuldig with a sly
grin.
"That's right," said Gojyo. "So what happens now?"
"The contest takes place in rounds," Schuldig explained. "Winner
stays on."
"Okay. And what's the competition like?"
"Nothing to worry about, particularly," said Schuldig. "Apart
from…"
Gojyo and Sanzo followed Schuldig's gaze across the room. A young man -
not more than eighteen, nineteen at a push - had just entered the room. He
wasn't particularly tall, his build slender, but he was imposing, nonetheless.
His hair was as blood-red as Gojyo's, and he was dressed from head to foot
in stunning black.
"… him," Schuldig finished. "Ran."
"He's dangerous," Sanzo breathed.
"Very," Hakkai agreed.
"And he's up first," said Schuldig. "Watch and learn."
*******
Ran stood in a single spotlight, his back to the pole. A hush fell over
the room, a hundred or more pairs of eyes resting on him. Ran clasped the
pole behind him, and the music started. Thick and pounding, enough bass to
make Gojyo's spine tingle.
Ran dipped to a crouch and looked through the crowd, across the room, straight
at him. Gojyo wasn't sure but he thought his eyes were the colour of Sanzo's,
rich and vivid violet. Ran licked his lips, and Gojyo melted. His cock throbbed
painfully in his jeans.
Dangerous.
Gojyo was dimly aware of two other men on the stage, one wearing leather
shorts and a clinging spandex top, the other dressed in something that involved
a lot of laces and thigh-high boots. Neither stood a chance. They were giving
it their all nonetheless, but there was really no contest.
"Oh man." Gojyo's predatory gaze roved over the sensual, writhing
forms on the podium and came to rest once again on Ran. "He's got to
be a professional."
"Not allowed." Schuldig's cool voice had a clipped accent Gojyo
didn't recognise.
"But he looks…"
"Ran can put on a show. But there's no pay in it. At least, not for
the dancing."
"You know him?"
A chilling smile crept across Schuldig's face. "I did some business
with his family a little while ago. I've kept in touch ever since. He's become
something of a hobby."
Gojyo suppressed a shudder. "His hair. Is that natural? Is he a-"
"Youkai? No. It's a natural colouring for humans where he comes from."
"And that is…"
"Nowhere special. You're on last," Schuldig said. "Took some
arranging. But that's your best chance."
"You think Ran'll get that far?"
"Look at him. What d'you think?"
Schuldig was right. The man was poetry in motion; liquid sex.
"How long will we have to wait?" said Sanzo irritably.
"Half an hour, maybe an hour," said Schuldig. "Plenty of
time to enjoy the eye-candy."
"He's not exactly my type," Sanzo sneered.
"Really?" A sly grin crept across Schuldig's face. "I rather
think he is."
Sanzo scowled at him and plucked a pack of cigarettes from the pockets of
his grey, low-slung jeans. They were very tight, Gojyo noticed. What with
that and Sanzo's sheer black top with the arm-warmers, he looked very much
dressed for the part. It made Gojyo feel quite tame in his plain trousers
and dark blue vest. He briefly considered changing. But somehow, watching
Ran move around the pole, sleeveless black coat swishing about his legs made
the trip upstairs seem less than worthwhile. He was even wearing a similar
top-and-arm-warmer ensemble to Sanzo, and his shoulders...
Gojyo's dick went hard just glancing at those shoulders. Firm and strong,
body worked but not overly so. The lights played over pale skin, painting
him blue and pink and highlighting every shift and ripple of his muscles.
The thought of him and Sanzo... Gojyo almost regretted the fact that he would
be on the stage with them. It would be an absolute treat to watch.
He had no doubt that Hakkai would enjoy it immensely.
"You're drooling, kappa," growled Sanzo.
"I appreciate true beauty in all it's forms. Which, of course, you
don't. As you've said. Perhaps it takes a little experience to-"
Sanzo's fan came down on the back of Gojyo's neck with crack like thunder.
"Fuck, what was that for, you crazy pseudo-monk?! I was only saying-"
"Shall we sit down?" said Hakkai quickly. "I see there's
a free table over there."
Gojyo and Sanzo glared at each other.
"Energetic, aren't they," said Schuldig, who seemed more amused
than anything.
"Very," Hakkai agreed.
*******
Sanzo became tetchier and tetchier as time passed and more and more dancers
took to - and left - the stage. He drank steadily and chain-smoked. He glowered
and ignored everybody and looked thoroughly pissed off.
Gojyo was enjoying himself far more than he should have done. He had a ridiculous,
smug grin on his face, and he kept leering at the stage. Sanzo was positively
relieved when he went to take a piss.
"It bothers you, doesn't it," said Schuldig. "That you want
him so much."
Yes, Sanzo thought in an instant before he caught himself.
"And that he knows it."
Sanzo darted a look across at Hakkai, but he was watching the stage, apparently
oblivious to Schuldig's softly-spoken words.
"Fuck off," Sanzo said.
"You know he wants you too."
What the fuck? "I don't care."
"Ah, so you didn't know."
Sanzo frowned. Schuldig was horribly perceptive. Just a little too perceptive. "It's
none of your business."
"You may as well just fuck him and get it over with. It would shut
him up, after all. And that's what you want more than anything, isn't it?
Cherry-chan?"
Sanzo curled his fingers around his gun, safe in his pocket. "I'll
kill you."
Schuldig chuckled. "I doubt it. Don't blame the messenger. I'm just
giving you information, it's up to you what you do with it."
"I don't need your information. I've got more important things to do
than play your stupid games."
"Ah, of course. Like winning a pole-dancing contest. You should do
well, by the way. One of the judges - the guy in the velvet jacket, dark
hair? - has the hots for you already and you're not even on the stage yet."
"Like I give a shit."
"If not Gojyo, then, there's always Ran."
"If you don't shut the fuck up I'll-"
"Of course that's what happens when you ignore your libido. It pops
up all over the place, just when you're least expecting it."
"You're talking more crap than Goku and Gojyo put together."
"Really? Your dick's just hard because it's springtime, then?"
"I will kill you," Sanzo growled. He clicked the safety off his
gun.
"So you said. Oh, all right, Mr touchy-monk. You can put that away.
Just remember. There's one way to shut him up with this cherry-chan nonsense,
and who knows? You might even enjoy it."
And with that leaned across and started to talk to Hakkai about something
stupid, leaving Sanzo quivering with rage.
As soon as Gojyo returned, their names were called.
Sanzo got up immediately, glaring at Gojyo. "Let's get this over with."
"You sure you won't wear the robes?" said Gojyo, grinning broadly
at him. "Only it's kind of kinky and-"
"Listen." Suddenly Sanzo was close, very close, so close that
Gojyo could feel the heat coming off his body, see the confusion and anger
burning in his eyes. "I'm doing this to prove you wrong. That's all.
To beat you in the contest. So don't get any stupid ideas."
"As if. What the fuck would I see in a frigid fake-monk with a bad
personality?"
"You're on," Schuldig said, and shoved them both towards the stage.
Still sniping at each other, they went.
"Hm," said Hakkai, swirling the ice in the bottom of his glass. "Who's
your money on, Schuldig-sama?"
"Me? I'm not a gambling man, Hakkai. I'm just content to enjoy the
show. And you?"
"Ah, I don't think it would be fair of me to say."
"The way I see it," said Schuldig, settling in to enjoy the show, "we
all win."
Hakkai just smiled.
*******
Sanzo kept his eyes firmly on the pole, and tried to blank his mind. It
wasn't as if this was difficult, after all. Demeaning, pointless and tasteless,
possibly, but...
And then Ran smiled at him.
It wasn't a big smile. Barely a twitch of the lips, really. But somehow
it was a moment of shared solidarity, a kind of approval, and it was just
what Sanzo needed.
An announcement came over the PA; Sanzo tuned it out in favour of the beat,
letting his hips fall into time. Ran gave a brief, encouraging nod as he
shimmied in his own dance, and Sanzo took a firm grasp of the pole. It was
harder than it looked. But not, actually, as hard as he'd feared.
Sanzo let himself move to the music, lost in his own world, just him, the
pole and the spotlight. Dust motes span through the air like glitter. Lights
pulsed and reflected off the shiny metal pole and put stars in Sanzo's vision.
Twisting. Fighting. Dancing.
As if it wasn't him at all.
He must have closed his eyes at some point, because he hadn't noticed Gojyo
moving over to Ran's pole. But he had, and both of them were beckoning him
over. It would look strange if he didn't, Sanzo reasoned. So he joined them.
Gojyo's shirt was off, and the top button of his jeans was undone. He looked
totally comfortable, moving like water, all shimmering muscles and flowing
hair.
Fuck you.
The music changed.
Sanzo knew this song: it was something Gojyo and Goku really liked. They
had been singing it in Jeep the other day. It wasn't the melody that struck
Sanzo though; it was the strong beat and the dirty guitar riff; the smile
it brought to Gojyo's lips and the sway to Ran's ass. Sanzo mirrored Gojyo's
movements, forming a slowly gyrating frame around Ran. Sliding close to Ran
in turn, almost as if they were going to kiss him, but falling just short.
Perfect timing. Teamwork. Like fighting.
Gojyo licked his lips and mouthed to Sanzo: having fun, cherry-chan?
Something inside Sanzo broke. He felt the brush of Ran's knee against his
thigh and caught Ran glancing at him, eyes vivid violet, bright through strands
of blood-red hair.
Sanzo closed his fingers over Ran's on the pole, and watched Ran smile.
Ran raised one, enquiring brow.
Sanzo smiled back. A raw, dirty smile.
He thought he heard Gojyo gasp. He must have imagined it; there's no way
he could have heard such a thing over the music.
But Sanzo found himself smiling harder, just the same.
It was getting more difficult to concentrate. Ran was looking at him, lust
laced with caution in a way Gojyo's never was. But it was lust. And Sanzo's
body was answering it, matching it, whether he liked it or not. His hips
answered the writhe of Ran's; he dipped and swayed in time.
Each moment that passed, he cared a little less.
It would end soon enough. Then he could buy a bottle of the strongest liquor
the bar could offer, go upstairs to find oblivion and in the morning they'd
be back on the road, the whole sordid episode over and done.
Except.
Sanzo realised with a shock that he didn't want it to end. The song was
fading already, applause was ringing in Sanzo's ears, and through the noise,
a whisper.
"Room seven, first floor. If you're interested."
The song finished, the lights went out, and Ran slipped away into the darkness.
*******
"Leave it, Gojyo."
Gojyo recognised Hakkai's teacher-voice and resented it immediately. This
wasn't a playground and it wasn't for Hakkai to interfere.
"You're gonna just let him go off with a, a stranger and-"
"Sanzo's a grown-up," said Hakkai firmly. "He can make his
own choices."
"But... I mean.... it's not that simple. There was, something happened
up there."
"It was very stimulating."
"No, I mean... really?" Gojyo couldn't help grinning. "Was
I hot?"
Hakkai nodded. There was an unmistakable gleam in his eyes.
"Thanks," said Gojyo.
"I'm sure you'll win."
"You think? Only credit where it's due, Sanzo was pretty hot for an
uptight virgin, and that Ran guy..." Gojyo tailed off, looking anxiously
towards the door. Yeah. Ran. Who'd just stalked out like he owned the place,
with Sanzo following like a puppy dog. Gojyo's fists clenched at his sides.
"Gojyo, leave him alone. Sit down. Have a drink. Sanzo can handle himself."
"That's what I'm afraid of," Gojyo mumbled. But he sat down nonetheless,
flinging himself back in his seat. He shoved a cigarette in his mouth and
lit it.
"More beer?" Hakkai suggested.
Gojyo nodded sulkily. Stupid Sanzo. Stupid Ran. Stupid Schuldig and his
stupid contests...
"I'm sorry about that. Mind if I join you?"
Gojyo blinked, not sure for a moment whether he'd actually thought rather
than spoken the words out loud.
"I was just going to the bar," Hakkai said. "Can I get you
a drink?"
"This round's on me," said Schuldig.
*******
Sanzo watched Ran slot the key into the door of his room. His heart pounded
in his chest.
What was he doing here? Why had he followed this total stranger.
The door swung open, and Ran turned to him and smiled a small, pain-fuelled
smile. "Come in."
It was larger than the rooms they'd been given, a suite, with a huge bed
and a comfortable-looking sofa. "Good rooms."
Ran looked around as if seeing the place for the first time himself. "I
suppose. You want a drink?"
Sanzo nodded.
"Scotch?"
"Thanks." Sanzo watched as Ran produced a bottle and glasses from
a cabinet and poured two generous measures.
"Why did you invite me here?" Sanzo asked.
"Why did you come?"
"I wanted to," said Sanzo, feeling stupid.
"There's your answer."
Ran shrugged off his coat and lay it over the back of the sofa.
There was a katana on a stand by the window, sheathed and tied in black
lacquer.
Sanzo knocked back the scotch in one gulp, welcoming the fire it spread
through his throat and belly.
"I don't make a habit of this," Ran said.
Sanzo felt vaguely comforted. "Why me?"
Ran's heated gaze had none of the predatory glare of Gojyo's. "I don't
know. You're attractive. You don't look as though you'd take any bullshit."
Ran was close; Sanzo thought he was going to take the empty shot glass from
his hand, refill it, maybe, but instead an arm curled around his shoulder,
pulling him in, hip to hip, and Ran kissed him.
Sanzo froze. He didn't know what to do or where to put himself. It wasn't
his first kiss exactly, but it was the first in a very long time, and probably
the first he'd ever really wanted.
And he did want it. Very much. He could bullshit himself that he'd come
here out of curiosity, or to check Ran out in case he proved dangerous, or
even to teach Gojyo a lesson, but that's all it was. Bullshit. He was here
for the same reason he lit a cigarette first thing every morning, or got
drunk at night, or sent the others shopping so he could read his paper in
peace.
He just plain wanted it.
Ran wasn't giving up, despite the tension racking Sanzo's body. The tip
of his tongue flickered at the seam of Sanzo's lips, and finally, with a
soft moan, Sanzo opened his mouth and let Ran in. Suddenly his breath was
short; he drowned in passionate, jaw-working kisses, a tangle of tongues
and lips and teeth. Silky red hair twined between Sanzo's fingers, darker
than Gojyo's, shorter but still the colour of sin.
"You feel good," Ran said. "Can I...?" He tugged at
the hem of Sanzo's shirt.
Sanzo had to think for a minute to realise what he meant. Then he raised
his arms and let Ran strip him of his shirt. He fumbled to do the same to
Ran. Ran's clothes were complicated, layers of mesh and leather and silk.
Sanzo peeled back the layers between frenzied kisses, fumbling over fastenings,
impatient and terrified to feel the flesh underneath.
It was worth it. Smooth, silky skin over lean muscle, broad shoulders, slender
hips. Sanzo's mouth fell on Ran's neck, the feeling of quivering skin under
hips lips and tongue setting a fire in his belly.
"On the bed," Ran murmured, catching Sanzo's earlobe between his
teeth and nipping gently. Sanzo let Ran guide him backwards until he hit
the bed. He fell back to bounce lightly on luxurious thick mattress, surrounded
suddenly by the smell of clean sheets. He arched up and tugged Ran down on
top of him, not wanting to lose contact and risk the power of coherent thought
returning to him. It felt too good, too bold and wild and reckless to let
it slip away. Everyone else had their adventures on this fucking trip, their
little moments of self-discovery. Well, it was his turn.
"I don't usually do things like this," Ran confessed. He nuzzled
into Sanzo's hair, smoothing a hand down Sanzo's side to clutch a hip.
"Me neither." Sanzo was unable to resist a smile at the understatement.
"I don't even know your name."
"Does it matter?"
Ran stopped and hitched himself up on his arms to look Sanzo in the eye.
"I'm Ran. Fujimiya Ran."
There was a straightforward honesty in his gaze, alongside a deep anguish
that was all too familiar to Sanzo.
"Genjo Sanzo."
He braced himself for Ran's response, but Ran simply smiled. He clearly
didn't know what a Sanzo was, or didn't care.
"Nice to meet you, Sanzo," he said in his deep baritone.
"Ran." Sanzo realised he liked this man. A lot. There was something
direct and uncomplicated about him, and he didn't seem to feel the need to
fill the air with inane chatter.
Ran kissed him again, gently rolling them both onto their sides. He slid
a hand between their bodies to cup the bulge in Sanzo's pants.
"Nghhh!"
"Sorry. Too hard?"
Sanzo shook his head and struggled to find the words. "Good," he
managed eventually. His hips rocked, rubbing his erection against Ran's palm.
At least his body seemed to know what it was going. His brain was completely
scrambled.
He heard a zipper unzipping and realised with a shock that it was his. Ran
delved into Sanzo's trousers and found his cock. Bare skin on bare skin.
Smooth, cool, clever fingers.
"Can I suck you?" Ran asked.
Sanzo's mind boggled and his eyes went wide. He had a horrible thought that
he was probably blushing. "Yes," he said in a strangled sort of
voice, cursing himself for his own naivety.
Ran shimmied down the bed, peeling Sanzo's trousers off in the process,
slipping them over his feet to fall on the floor.
"You too," said Sanzo, feeling more exposed and vulnerable than
he really felt comfortable with. "Take your clothes off."
Ran obediently unbuckled, unbuttoned and unzipped. His skin was pale, his
body lean and graceful. His cock was long and slender and hard, standing
up straight and stiff, bouncing against his belly. He knelt between Sanzo's
legs, a hand on each knee to part them. Sanzo held his breath, watching with
a mixture of trepidation, curiosity and disbelief as Ran lowered his head.
Wet. It felt wet and hot and licking and Oh God. Oh God.
Sanzo clutched blindly at the sheets, his hips surged and his teeth clenched
on a moan.
Ran stroked Sanzo's thighs and hummed. It shuddered all the way up Sanzo's
spine. Ran sucked and things went blank. Aching. Surging. Pulsing release
into warm and wet and perfect.
Sanzo worried, too late, whether or not he should have given Ran some kind
of warning, and at the same time realised it was all over far too quickly.
Shit. He should have said something. Shit.
Sanzo struggled up to sitting. "Sorry, I didn't-"
But Ran was smiling at him. "It's okay. I'm pretty worked up too."
"Can I, uh, what..."
Ran took Sanzo's hand and pulled it to his cock. Relieved, Sanzo took it
in a firm grip and began to stroke. It wasn't that he was repulsed by the
thought of taking Ran in his mouth, far from it, but he was acutely aware
that he hadn't a clue what he was doing and he didn't want to add any further
embarrassments to the list.
"Is that okay?" He guessed it was. Ran was nibbling his lower
lip and thrusting into Sanzo's hand as fast as he could go. Sanzo watched,
fascinated, his own cock twitching back to life. Ran noticed, took it in
his hand and, when Sanzo raised no objection, he began to stroke it. He matched
Sanzo's rhythm, squeezing a little harder than Sanzo might himself, but it
was incredible nonetheless.
The novelty of another person's skin, the husky sound of Ran's breathing
and the pulsing heat of Ran's dick in his hand soon had Sanzo shuddering
towards another climax. He stared wide-eyed at Ran, astounded at the speed
of his own arousal. He spurted over Ran's fingers with a fleeting concern
that it might seem greedy or selfish. He didn't know the rules and was about
to stumble another apology when Ran went completely rigid and still. A second
later he yelled, a long, low shout and his cock jerked hard in Sanzo's grip.
Another yell and a jerk and he was squirting, long streams of semen striping
Sanzo's arm and chest. It felt good. It even smelt good.
Sanzo watched Ran come, an odd sense of achievement warming through him.
In that moment Sanzo understood Gojyo more than he'd ever thought possible.
It felt damn good. Dangerously good. A buzz as good as alcohol or cigarettes
and a hundred times more risky.
Ran settled back onto his heels with a long, shuddering sigh, and opened
his eyes.
"Thanks," he said with a smile. "You want a towel?"
"I... yeah."
Ran hopped off the bed and snagged a couple of towels from a nearby radiator.
Sanzo cleaned up in a daze, his mind full of thoughts and possibilities,
yet unable to make sense of any of them.
"Can you stay?" Ran asked.
The others might come looking for him. His presence was an open invitation
to youkai attack. It definitely wasn't a good idea.
He didn't want to leave.
"Not for long," he said. "A little while."
"Right." Ran looked a little disappointed, but he didn't argue. "You
got time for another drink?"
"Yeah. Yeah, that would be... thanks."
Ran watched Sanzo curiously while he poured whiskey and Sanzo lit a cigarette. "You
okay, Sanzo?"
"Fine, I... fine." He took the glass gratefully, downed a mouthful
and relished the fire in his gullet. "A bit... I don't do this sort
of thing. Often. At all. Ever. He took another swig and closed his eyes.
"Neither do I. At least, not with strangers." Ran sat back on
the bed and to his surprise Sanzo felt an arm around his shoulders. He hadn't
expected that. It felt good, so he relaxed a bit and cautiously threaded
his fingers through Ran's.
"Do you have a... someone regular?"
"Kind of," Ran said. "A team-mate."
Sanzo thought instantly (and irritatingly) of Gojyo and Hakkai. "And
that works? Sleeping with someone you work with?"
"Mostly."
"Where is he now?"
"I don't know, to tell the truth. He was supposed to meet me here.
But something came up." A flicker of annoyance crossed Ran's face.
So I'm the revenge fuck, Sanzo thought. It didn't bother him much.
"You've danced here before."
"Once or twice. How do you know?"
"Schuldig mentioned."
"Schuldig?"
" He was sitting with us downstairs. Seemed to know all about everything.
Redhead."
Ran frowned. "I don't know anyone called Schuldig. Although... no.
The only redhead I remember was yours."
"Mine?"
Ran gave another of those little smiles. "The one dancing with us,
who wants to get in your pants so much it's killing him."
"Oh. Him. That's just Gojyo."
"I owe him."
"Why?"
"Because that's why you came with me, isn't it? To get back at him
for something."
Sanzo blinked. He hadn't really thought about it, but Ran was probably right. "You're
very perceptive."
"I understand revenge."
Sanzo could believe it. There was a dark edge to Ran's voice, and his eyes
had flickered towards his katana on the word 'revenge'.
"Gojyo's just a pervert. And an idiot."
Ran gave him a sidelong glance. "Is it him you have to get back for?"
"No! Shit, no. We're not together. He's just travelling with me."
"But he wants you to be together."
"Gojyo wants to be with anyone he comes across. I'm nothing special."
"I wouldn't be so sure."
"Besides, even if... it wouldn't be right. I need to keep some kind
of... I don't know..."
"Discipline? Authority?"
"Yeah. Something like that."
"I understand. Attachments can get in the way."
"Exactly."
"Which is why we're here like this." Ran's fingertips brushed
the curve of Sanzo's shoulder.
"No ties." Sanzo stubbed out his cigarette in the ashtray by the
bed.
"No complications."
"No...."
Then they were kissing again. The warm press of Ran's mouth sent shivers
down Sanzo's spine. He should have been resisting. He should have left. But...
but.... but...
Sanzo wrapped his arms around Ran's slender neck and surrendered.
*******
Gojyo followed Schuldig and Hakkai into a small but comfortable-looking
room. He was trying hard, but with little success, not to think about Sanzo
and what he might or might not have been doing with Ran-the-dancer.
"Make yourselves at home," Schuldig said. "Why don't you
get started while I get a bottle of something out of the fridge?"
"Thank you," said Hakkai. Gojyo looked around uncertainly.
"I'm sure Sanzo's doing just fine." Schuldig said, opening the
fridge and peering inside. "What's the matter, Gojyo? You want his cherry
that badly?"
Gojyo started. He hadn't realised he'd been that obvious. "Of course
not. Well, who wouldn't? You saw him dancing. But, y'know. I'm not gonna
get all pissy about it, or..." Gojyo realised he was babbling, and forced
himself to shut up.
"No need to worry. I can't see Ran giving it all up to a total stranger.
That would be too much like betrayal for him. Your adorable priest might
have a little fun but my bet would be on that tight ass of his seeing the
dawn rise unfucked."
"I don't give a shit," said Gojyo, as nonchalantly as he could.
But Schuldig didn't seem convinced, at least if the knowing smile he gave
him was anything to go by.
"Forget about it. Who needs some pissy priest when you've got friends
like us to play with? Isn't that right, Cho Hakkai?"
Hakkai gave one of his most enigmatic smiles, and started to unpin his tunic.
Gojyo stared at him. Hakkai always astounded him at times like this. He
never seemed the type; if you checked him out in a bar you wouldn't expect
him to be more than a drinking companion. But Hakkai was up for adventure
more often than not. At first Gojyo had thought it was just to keep him happy;
their early adventures tended to involve sharing a woman or two they'd picked
up in the bar. But Gojyo had learned to tell when Hakkai was making sacrifices,
and this wasn't one of those times.
One thing you could bank on was that Hakkai was a lot less conventional
than he appeared.
"Would you like some help, Gojyo?" Hakkai asked.
"What? Um, no. No, I've got it." Hakkai was already down to his
jeans, and all the while Gojyo had been gawping.
"He's very pretty." Schuldig offered Gojyo a glass of something
pale and fizzy.
"He's more than pretty." Gojyo watched as Hakkai slowly and methodically
undid the buttons on his jeans. Clever. He was incredibly clever, his Hakkai.
"Very clever," Schuldig murmured.
Hakkai was unconventional - Schuldig was just plain dangerous. If Sanzo
knew... Sanzo must never know.
"It's alright, gorgeous," Schuldig whispered. "Your secrets
are safe with me."
Gojyo downed his drink in a single gulp, and ripped his t-shirt off in one
smooth move. "I doubt it."
"I don't lie. Besides. This isn't work. This is..." - and Schuldig
stroked an idle hand down Gojyo's spine, making him shudder - "... most
definitely pleasure."
"Then stop with the mind tricks," said Gojyo, darkly. "So
you can read my thoughts. I don't give a fuck. You can't tell anyone that
matters anything they don't already know."
The smirk on Schuldig's face suggested that he knew different. Hakkai looked
startled, but rather than explain Gojyo simply leaned across the bed, tugged
him in by the shoulders and kissed him. Not hard but firm, just how Hakkai
liked it. Feasting on each other. Fingers tracing jaw and neck and hairline.
Hot. Wet. Wonderful.
It wasn't long before they were kneeling naked on the bed, exploring each
others' bodies with a confidence borne of familiarity and precious trust.
Schuldig watched and drank, giving the impressive lump in his trousers an
occasional stroke. It turned Hakkai on, being watched. Gojyo could tell.
He was being just a little more showy than usual, slow and careful, making
sure their audience got an uninterrupted view. Gojyo didn't mind, but he
wasn't getting off on it particularly. To him it was just a matter of having
two gorgeous bodies to fuck, and he was happy enough to take Hakkai first.
Not to be taken, though. That was something different, something that was
kept for home, for love, for real, like a whore's kiss.
He cupped a hand around Hakkai's ass, pulling him closer so their cocks
bounced together. "Like this?" Gojyo whispered in Hakkai's ear,
wrapping his hands around both their cocks, squeezing them together.
"Just like that," Hakkai whispered back.
Gojyo licked Hakkai's shoulder and nuzzled into his neck. He watched Schuldig,
who was still keeping his distance, apparently entranced by the show they
were putting on for him.
Then Hakkai began to slither down Gojyo's body, leaving a trail of slick
wet kisses behind him, and Gojyo didn't think about Schuldig much anymore,
or anything, come to that, except the slick heat of Hakkai's mouth consuming
him, tongue cushioning the shaft of Gojyo's cock as the head hit the back
of his throat. Gojyo sifted strands of silky-black hair through his fingers
and gently began to thrust. But Hakkai wasn't serious. For all that the skilful
caress of lips and tongue were rendering Gojyo breathless, this was just
a game. They hadn't even got started yet.
Hakkai looked up at him, cheeks flushed, mouth glistening wet. He let Gojyo's
cock bounce from his mouth.
"I think you're ready for him," Hakkai said, and Gojyo's blood
surged. They both looked at Schuldig.
The object of their attention rose to his feet, shaking his long mane of
hair over his naked shoulders. Somewhere along the line he'd lost his shirt,
and his trousers were unzipped, clinging to his hips from habit rather than
restraint. Hakkai reached out for his hand and tugged him onto the bed, while
Gojyo found a pump-dispenser of lube in the nightstand and set it ready.
As soon as Schuldig was within reach Gojyo kissed him, fisting one hand in
that glorious copper hair and shoving Schuldig's pants down with the other.
He was a good kisser. Straightforward and direct, plunging his tongue into
Gojyo's mouth and twisting it around. Schuldig jumped suddenly, a surprised
sort of 'ug' sound escaping his lips. Gojyo opened his eyes to see Hakkai
getting busy with the lube.
Such a pervert, thought Gojyo, fondly.
"That should do," Hakkai murmured, twisting his fingers, working
them a little deeper. Schuldig gasped, nipping Gojyo's tongue, swiping his
tongue along Gojyo's lower lip.
Then it was Gojyo's turn to hiss in breath as Hakkai slapped lube generously
on his cock. He spread it over the head, the shaft, even his balls. Gojyo
abandoned Schuldig to kiss Hakkai, still keeping one hand twisted in Schuldig's
hair.
"Hands and knees," Gojyo said into Hakkai's mouth. "I think
we should stuff him from both ends."
Hakkai's eyes flared and he kissed Gojyo harder. Schuldig obediently took
up a prone position on the bed and stuck his cute little rump invitingly
in the air.
Gojyo dragged himself away from Hakkai to position himself between Schuldig's
legs. He smacked his ass crisply as Hakkai moved into position at Schuldig's
head, cock gripped firmly in his hand.
"You first," said Gojyo. "Give him something to chew on when
I ram my dick up his hole."
Schuldig shuddered and opened his mouth wide. Hakkai slid his cock in easily. "So
long as he's careful with his teeth," Hakkai said. He gave Schuldig
a moment to adjust to the thick flesh in his mouth and throat, and then began
to fuck.
Gojyo parted Schuldig's buttocks and slipped a finger between them to find
his hole all wet and juicy, just as Hakkai had left it. Waiting for him.
Fluttering eagerly under his touch. Gojyo gave his cock a few swift strokes
and lined it up with Schuldig's slick entrance.
"You ready?"
Schuldig made a strangled sort of slurping noise around Hakkai's cock that
Gojyo took as a yes. He shoved forwards, steadying Schuldig with one hand
on his hip. Schuldig took him willingly, if not easily. The man was tense
for all his bravado, so Gojyo took it slowly. Careful not to watch Hakkai
getting an expert blow job, his attention fixed instead on Schuldig's ass.
He massaged tense lower back muscles with his thumbs, letting his cock slip
between Schuldig's legs for a while, nestling into his orange-fuzzed balls
and half-hard cock. Gojyo squirted lube over his fingers and set about loosening
Schuldig up.
He'd bet Sanzo's ass would be ten times as tight as this. Especially the
first time. Unless he and Ran...
Best not think about that.
Schuldig was responding nicely to Gojyo's patience. He was visibly relaxing,
legs splayed wiser, head bobbing on Hakkai's cock, thrusting his ass back
and forth as Gojyo fingered him. Gojyo tried again with his cock, and this
time there was little enough resistance that Gojyo could be sure he wasn't
hurting him. Hakkai held Schuldig still, fingers soothing through his hair.
Gojyo took a deep breath and slid all the way inside.
Hot, tight bliss. Sweet as syrup. Hakkai was watching him, smiling.
"He's good," Gojyo murmured, and started to thrust.
Hakkai grunted; Schuldig had started to suck again. Every jolt of Gojyo's
hips shoved him further down Hakkai's shaft. He loved it; his cock was stiff
and leaking in Gojyo's hand.
"Eager puppy." Gojyo wound Schuldig's hair around his hand and
tugged. Schuldig grunted.
Hakkai nodded.
Gojyo revelled in how good it felt. Good in a debauched, reckless kind of
way. And if it felt this good with a total stranger, how good would it feel
with Hakkai and....
No. Not going there. Mustn't...
Gojyo closed his eyes and lost himself in slip and slide and heat.
He heard Schuldig's cry a moment before his hand got all slippery and wet.
Schuldig's come squirted to form a puddle on the counterpane, every drop
adding to the gathering ball of tension in Gojyo's belly. To Schuldig's credit
he didn't miss a beat; he kept fucking back onto Gojyo's dick, forwards onto
Hakkai's. Taking it all. Hungry even with empty balls and a softening cock.
Hunger deeper than physical need.
"Good puppy," Gojyo murmured. Hakkai clasped his hand, threaded
their fingers together and squeezed gently. He was close, probably had been
for a while. Hakkai had awesome control. But it was slipping now, and the
heat in his glazing eyes told Gojyo that he wanted them to come together.
They strained towards each other over Schuldig's shifting back and kissed,
lips just barely touching, tongues tangling. Then Hakkai gave a tell-tale
sigh and began to shake. It was enough, almost, to get Gojyo off too: so
incredibly hot the sight of Hakkai coming endlessly down Schuldig's thirsty
throat. But it wasn't quite. Gojyo was holding back, not letting himself
do something, think something...
... to fuck Sanzo's ass like this, with Sanzo guzzling Hakkai's cock, the
three of them lost in lust and fucking, sucking, wanking, fucking, coming,
coming....
.... coming.
A roar echoed in Gojyo's ears that must have come from him. His heart pounded
and his cock twitched, pulsing life up Schuldig's clamping asshole. The little
fucker was coming again; a tight, dry come, whole body shuddering with it.
Gojyo's limbs trembled in the aftershock and slid out of Schuldig in a rush,
trailing semen across one buttock and thigh before he toppled sideways onto
the bed. He lay there, panting and grinning, Hakkai's hand worming its way
into his.
He must have fallen asleep then, because when the world came back into focus
Hakkai was dressed, sitting on the bed with a damp, shower-clad Schuldig.
Their host looked stunning, red hair dripping over well-muscled shoulders,
none of the gloss lost in the aftermath of sex. Gojyo would have had him
again, but there was something nagging at the back of his mind that he couldn't
shake. He sat up, reached for his jeans and plucked cigarettes and lighter
from the pocket.
"Back with us then, Gojyo," said Hakkai, his public smile given
an extra spark by the lust that still warmed his eyes.
"Sorry." Gojyo lit his cigarette and took a long, delicious drag. "Was
I out for long?" He pulled his jeans on.
"About half an hour."
"Would you like a drink?" said Schuldig. "Shower?"
It was tempting, very tempting, especially as Schuldig was clearly offering
more than just refreshments. But... no.
"We have to get back and check on our friend. Don't we, Hakkai?"
"I think that would be a good idea," Hakkai agreed.
"Ran isn't likely to run his sword through a new lover, if that's what
you're worried about."
Fear laced with jealousy stabbed through Gojyo's heart. He was shocked at
the expression he found on Schuldig's face. Pleasure. A vicious, spiteful
sort of pleasure.
"I meant Goku," Gojyo said coldly. "Right, Hakkai?"
"Indeed," Hakkai said. "He's probably getting hungry again."
"I don't give a fuck what the monk does," Gojyo continued. "He's
a grown up and he can look after himself. Don't let that frail bony look
fool you. He can kick ass. And we're not friends."
Schuldig just smiled, a knowing, smug smile that went straight to Gojyo's
core and left him feeling raw and vulnerable. Dirty. Violated.
"Thank you for your hospitality, Schuldig-san," said Hakkai, picking
up the remainder of Gojyo's clothes in an unhurried but efficient way.
"It was a great fuck," said Gojyo, still unnerved.
"Likewise," said Schuldig, with another infuriating smile.
Gojyo slid off the bed and buttoned enough of his buttons to preserve his
modesty for the short trip down the hall. Schuldig saw them to the door,
his clever eyes boring into Gojyo all the while.
Hakkai paused in the open doorway and shook Schuldig's hand, thanking him
again. Gojyo offered his hand to do the same but Schuldig hugged him instead,
and just as Gojyo pulled away, Schuldig whispered in his ear: "It's
mutual, you know. He hates it, but he wants you so badly it burns his soul.
He's ripe for the plucking, Sha Gojyo, if you really think you can handle
him."
They'd left before Gojyo could answer; all he could do was follow Hakkai
down the corridor, unsure as to whether he'd just received a blessing or
a curse.
*******
Gojyo had been in bed just long enough to start worrying when Sanzo finally
came back.
It was almost dawn. The light in the room was lifting to grey and everything
was quiet except for the rumble of pipes and the creak of floorboards as
Sanzo approached. Gojyo didn't bother to feign sleep. He watched the door
with eyes wide open as Sanzo came in. Looking for a sign. A difference. An
'I've been fucked' tattoo on his forehead, anything.
"Good night, Sanzo-sama?" he drawled, noting Sanzo's startlement
with satisfaction.
"That's none of your business," snapped Sanzo. "But, yes."
He looked insufferably smug.
"Me too," said Gojyo quickly, ignoring the tight, sick feeling
in his stomach. "That Schuldig guy sure knows how to fuck. Total pig
bottom."
Sanzo gave his customary snort of disgust. "Fucking pervert."
"Ah, I see. So what have you been doing all night with the lovely Ran,
then? Pole dancing lessons?"
"I don't need-" Sanzo started. Then he frowned. "Who won?"
"Who won what?"
Sanzo sat on the edge of the bed and tugged his shirt over his head. "The
pole dancing contest."
Gojyo blinked. They looked at each other.
"Well, fuck me sideways," said Gojyo. "Guess neither of us
hung around to find out, eh?"
Sanzo gave a bark of laughter.
"Hakkai might know," said Gojyo. "I'm not sure where he went
after, um, but I think he might've headed back to the bar."
Sanzo lit a cigarette and stretched at Gojyo's side. All long limbs and
lean chest and impossibly flat belly. There was a small, purplish bruise
blossoming at the point where his neck met his left shoulder. He shook the
hair from his eyes. "I think Ran probably won," he said.
"Yeah," said Gojyo softly. "I think he did. This time."
They shared a fleeting glance, and any other time Gojyo would have seen
the anger flare in Sanzo's eyes and nothing else. But Schuldig's words echoed
in his ears and Gojyo thought, perhaps there was something more there after
all.
He propped himself on one elbow and stuck a cigarette in his mouth.
"Got a light, Cherry-chan?"
"Not for an idiot like you."
"Bastard."
"Pervert."
Sanzo tossed his lighter over; Gojyo caught it neatly in one hand.
They sat and smoked in silence for a while, as the sun rose and poked pinkish
light through the slats of the blinds. Gojyo couldn't fight it any more.
Sanzo had a smile on his face, for all that he tried to hide it, and Gojyo
knew Ran had put it there. It hurt. It made him crazy.
But in a few hours they'd be on the road again, and Ran and Schuldig would
fade to just another memory and then, perhaps...
Gojyo closed his eyes and smiled, and tasted hope.
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